disgusted and disappointed
in my judgement.. among other things .
broken promises and worn out lies .
coming from this shell of the familiar .
a disguise you don’t deserve to take life in .
the body of someone so unbelievably beautiful,
taken life by someone that words won’t even begin to describe .
i truly wish that one day, you’ll wake up,
and the mirror that’s been cloudy for so long,
will defog and show you who you’ve become .
it’s deceiving, and quite painful you know,
not only to myself, but to others as well .
to see someone who simply appears familiar,
and to know that the face in a photo from a winter night,
cuddling in bed years ago,
is simply a ghost, who left nothing but his body behind .
darling, I have finally opened my eyes,
and they’ve shown me all of the beauty the universe has to offer .
sadly, upon gaining incredible faith in the world, i lost all faith in you .
i’m sorry, i just don’t deal with liars .
you’re in my thoughts for positive light and i’m wishing you the best .
there’s something beautiful in the feeling of unconditional freedom and unconditional love, in being one with yourself and one with the world, unrestrained by personal limitations . cliché, but it must be infinite, and it’s absolutely incredible .
i’m entirely alone on this one .
you, darling, are wading in the shallowest of waters .
had hands down the most bizarre christmas eve of my life . but on the bright side, i had cute socks, messed with star wars legos, and made some homemade cranberry lime vodka . woopwoop !! merry christmas !! 🎅🎄🎁❄